Writing and running
I’ve got a reputation for ‘speaking well’, but the fact is, when people tell me so, it is often easy to detect a certain bitter feeling in their praise. Where does it come it from? Well, the immediate guess is (more…)
I’ve got a reputation for ‘speaking well’, but the fact is, when people tell me so, it is often easy to detect a certain bitter feeling in their praise. Where does it come it from? Well, the immediate guess is (more…)
I am always very aware of my inner space (I am not sure it is that ‘inner’ anymore). There are days when I feel some kind of abstract uneasiness, something that is not feeling right, some kind of fuzzy open loop, (more…)
That elevator ride seemed to have no end, it was one of those days. As usual, I was humming into air all kind of disgusting terms and vague insults, self pity statements and external justifications that explained all my bad luck (yes, that’s my regular habit whenever I have one of those days).
I was so abstracted with my thoughts, in fact, that (more…)
“I am through with it. I wonder which sick minds could conceive that I am in charge of this world, and how such a nonsensical idea can have become so popular. I cannot stand the pressure anymore, (more…)
This is a vivid daydreaming I once had. My thoughts are usually more verbal (sometimes I’m verbal ’till I don’t know what to do), but I also happen to visualize concepts in the shape of (more…)